My Life as a Bitch

I have spent alot of my life defending my words. It amazes me how every time people hear the truth they get pissed off about it. Why is it that so many people in the world only wanna hear the good things and no one wants to hear the truth, which isn't always good. I tell people all the time not to ask me questions they really don't want to know the answer to. And of course, people still do, and when I answer it, truthfully, they get pissed off at me and call me a bitch.

If you have to ask the question "Do I look fat in this?" chances are, you do, go change and save yourself the pain of hearing something you really don't wanna hear. You will never hear me ask that question or any other question that would require an answer that could make me feel down or feel bad about myself. Why do people torture themselves. When your fat you know your fat. Don't try to play it off like your not. I will be the first to admit that I am overweight, and I am also the first one to take credit for it. You will never hear me say I have no idea how I got this fat. I know how I did it. I know it's gonna be hard to correct. I know it takes will power and I also know that I do not posess very much of that. So that bring me to this, I know how I got this way, how is it that none of the other morbidly obese know how they got that way>? I mean come on people really? When you lay in bed and eat 5 large pizzas for lunch, you cannot honestly expect to stay skinny.

This is the kind of stuff I am talking about. It's these fat people that will go on the beach in a damn string bikini and act like they get their feelings hurt when people stare and talk about them. Why is it that I am the only one that doesn't have a problem talking about it.
Am I really the bitch that everyone says I am? Should I just sit back and let people think I am a bitch or would you rather me lie to everyone just to keep them smiling. I speak the truth. Is that wrong of me? Man up people, maybe if everyone told the truth instead of trying so hard not to hurt peoples feelings the world would be a better place. Thier wouldn't be a 500 pound woman on the beach that looks like she's been beached like a whale. And maybe, just maybe some people in the world would learn how to dress a little better. The thing about it that makes me the saddest is the fact that the same people that won't tell someone they look fat in something or the people that make fun of the less fortunate in front of thier faces. Is it because you feel like you are superior to the less fortunate but you are on the same level as every day people? Or does it just make you feel good to pick on someone that you think will not the power to fight back or even defend themselves.

I am sure in my lifetime that I have had my moments of ugliness don't get me wrong. I am not gonna sit here and say that I have never talked about someone. but come on. Really people? There is a huge difference in telling the truth and just being outright mean. Maybe people get that confused when I give my opinion, I don't know. I am not trying to bitch that you make me out to be, I am just telling the truth.

I could on for days and days about all the things in the world that I have said that have really pissed people off. But I don't have that kind of time. So just know this. When I do give you my opinion, I am not doing it to be a bitch, I am doing it to be real.